It's holiday "??

it's holiday ??

not sure ,i means i dunno ..

everyone seem like really enjoy their holiday but for me i need to do a lot of things 

the main problem now i face is my future

thanks god for giving back matrik to my sister ..

although that few days really like a shit ,i cry a lot ,(insufficient of water in my body)

anyway the problems had solve ..i hope my sister really can enjoy her study life at there ..

now!!how about me ...i really confuse should i continue but i had told the department that i would stop it and i also check out my room ady....

or i need to study at the other college ..ridiculous ...i dunno what should i do now ??

who can tell me ??nobody...

-yap,the reason i dunwan to continue is i soooo disappointed o f my result although i can pass all the paper ,my result just betwenn 50 or 60 above ..even 70 mark i also can't get it ..

-is that my expectation too high NO!!i study really hard but cannot means really cannot my talent just stop at there only ...

i need a break a long break to let me think what should i do the next step ...

if you are me >>will you continue or just change to the other course ??

i really scare i was the burden to my parent ...i really scare my decision was wrong ..who can give me the best decision for me ...god i need your help..will you lending your helping hand towards me ..will you ???

danger is real,fear can choose 

you want dead or survive depends on your fear 

don;t afraid of fear ...

calm down 

take a breath ...

i saw the blood mixing with the shinny sun i know it would not appear in front of me 

fear gone 

invisible ...

why you can become invisible in front of it 

take a look ...felt the air ,felt the temperature ,felt the land